The Light Inside of Me

Never felt this way before

Where nobody was there to listen to me

or knowing how I really feel inside of me.

It's like a light

that nobody will ever be able to turn on

to see how I really feel inside

The pain inside of me is aching in pain.

Where no one's there to hear me

yell, scream, or even cry

nobody knows, nobody cares

or maybe it's just that I won't share.

The feelings deep inside of me

are never to be told

Because no one's there to hear my cries.

I'm falling, drowning,

The burning inside of me that just won't go away

Til the day I have the courage

to turn the light inside of me

And when I do or someone does

The pain inside will float away

love, friendship, hopelessness

are the feelings that tears me apart

Not knowing whether or not it's

love or friendship or

maybe its just hopeless to think that way.

The crazy things that run in my head

Fantasy's that won't come true

And dreams that never been dreamt.

The day that turned me upside down

The day the light never turned on

And the day my life will never move on.

Thoughts and feelings deep inside of me

because he would not dare to feel

the pain inside of me

But til this day I still survived

through all the pain and love inside

The feelings that will never burn away

At the end,

The day may come where dreams will be dreamt,

fantasies will come turn

friendship will become love

But til that day

the light inside will always be dark.